Showing posts with label love lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love lost. Show all posts

Sunday, 18 October 2009

Head Down

Quiet Time

she tried to lift them up
it seems tho..he didn't care to fall

as if her helping
was more a burden than a relief

it's over
she wished they'd begun again

empty inside...
avoiding the cliched vocal flaws
her holding on...as he lets go....
as did she when he held me

the secrets he protects
in fear of losing her...but where are they now
if not lost......

or screaming to run far away from him
wishing she could forget the disappointment
the hopes she had ..because he said he loved her
and would always....

another man lie
no surprises please

her happiness lies not in his arms, or the smell of his breath
but rather the realm of nothing...
as he lives on in her little bubble
she longs to embrace death.

nothing compares to him.
the last man to have her heart against her will.

he make true love seem false.
and she enjoys every second of it

Thursday, 28 August 2008

and his name was...

scream of the butterfly...


do you know beauty ?
has he ever said hello?
he came to me one evening
and stood across my side...
he winked his eye softly
and gave a wink goodbye

he called me after some time
and i reacted with care
he threw me in a windmill
and make me walk on air

months of lovin
months of smiles
compliment after compliment
became one huge pile

he told me i should jump in it 
and stretch my heart about
and as i soaked it up always
he came around to say

his time is short
his will is good
he cannot love me
the way he should

i shouldn't cry and shouldnt doubt
for me he screams but i deserve a shout
a selfish thought
on his behalf..
if i hurt i should determine it's wrath

and so it all began to crumble
the loving and laughter 
to a hollow thimble

i won't say bye until he does
just to prove
that he's not love


22:36
Amsterdam