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Wednesday, 8 September 2010
Thursday, 8 July 2010
Thursday, 27 May 2010
What's your dream car?
the one someone else is driving me around in...lol...seriously tho...a Wrangler Jeep. :) i love them!
If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?
Hungarian...i love love love the way it sounds.......or Russian probably
Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?
my left arm, left leg and left shoulder, some across my chest .....i got them from self mutilation ...what they call 'cutting'. I had a very tough time understanding life for what it was and accepting who i was and why i was created. long story filled with what once was rage i could not control and a body i hated. Things have changed. I am in NO WAY ashamed of this. My ex boyfriend who mentally abused me everyday....motivated me to never feel bad about my past.... having heard everyday for 3 years that i was worth nothing and that i was crazy and dumb and pathetic...definitely made me stronger. yes he is an asshole..wasting away in The Hague ..hopefully choking on his own vomit.
bastard.
Oh yes i also have a big scar on my right arm at the back of my elbow area...i got that from a very fun Anguilla Monday from a boat motor....another long story but a fun one. :)
Saturday, 15 May 2010
Under the Pink
I' love to go to New York.
I'd love to finally get some recognition for the work i have been doing all these years.
please vote for me :)
www.artistswanted.org/SarinaGito
scroll to bottom - rate the portfolio - preferably with a 5 so i can stay ontop.
if i make it..i will send postcards to each and every one of you. so do let me know when u vote so i can note down some names. :)
Thank u so much!!!
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Thing
in a world of huge somethings
and i fear everything
but nothing
or anything
not just something
i am not a he or a she or an it
i am a me
sometimes i think i'm shit..
(sporadically spreading beauty)
but i am but a small small thing
in a world of everything
and everything
in a world of me
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
madness
a sign...a lamppost...
that little stop in the road....
refresh ur gears and get ready to hit that great highway again
and me?
aww..i'm a big girl...i'll 'get over it'
maybe i shud work at nascar....
or learn how to create bombs....
and blow those motherfuckers away....
no one likes a sad day
but everyone loves dishing em out.....
go figure
:s
just a ramble.....
xxx
luv....sas
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Head Down
she tried to lift them up
it seems tho..he didn't care to fall
as if her helping
was more a burden than a relief
it's over
she wished they'd begun again
empty inside...
avoiding the cliched vocal flaws
her holding on...as he lets go....
as did she when he held me
the secrets he protects
in fear of losing her...but where are they now
if not lost......
or screaming to run far away from him
wishing she could forget the disappointment
the hopes she had ..because he said he loved her
and would always....
another man lie
no surprises please
her happiness lies not in his arms, or the smell of his breath
but rather the realm of nothing...
as he lives on in her little bubble
she longs to embrace death.
nothing compares to him.
the last man to have her heart against her will.
he make true love seem false.
and she enjoys every second of it
Sunday, 6 September 2009
Orange Grove @ Tolhuistuin Amsterdam 2009
such a fun experience last night at the Tolhuistuin in Amsterdam. Felt like being home with good vibes and good music. The atmosphere was extremely chill, cozy and intimate....sofa chairs, quaint cute tables and various coloured candles all over on tables...ashtrays in the form of little silver buckets filled with beach sand...it was a great evening.
and a good day. :) installed our new dressoir, the cats love it as well...pics to come...
Amsterdam 2009
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
Krezip - All My Life
been a long day....started saturday evening...lasted til tonight....
i thought i'd have to create another chapter of my life....instead..i've started a new chapter of my relationship ....
all i can conclude at this moment.......is......
intervention...... patience.....love....... sometimes i get so tired of playing the game of life..but winning by accomplishment and the acquiring of new knowledge....makes one continue the game... now pass go...collect 200 dollars...and continue....
Just Dance
all friends...all awesome people....
love is grand...makes life grander.
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
Say Hello
Went to the Blijdorp zoo in Rotterdam. Discovered a new found love of stingrays. Amazing and although they appear scary, their face is the most inviting impression of ' kind' .
I wonder if most people think about the creatures which exist with us on planet earth. How important they are.
Valuable.
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
Facade
this stab in my chest
gives me no rest
there is confusion in my head
my thoughts are far from dead
seeking peace
for just a while
questions asked, some not allowed...
love your man, do as he pleases..be proud.
the fucking feeling aches my chest
weaker than a man i am not just because i have breasts
in the end...of the day, of the line..the road..whatever one calls their path
know that all will not be okay. this is just a lie to avoid the wrath.
monogamous we are not, society makes it so
a man will love u, use u and then...let u go.
typical this is ...their little trick
what sense is it to use ur brain, when u have a dick?
14:32
July 15th 2009
Friday, 26 June 2009
Monday, 8 June 2009
Amsterdam
Took some pictures today with Maurice, love of my life, can't stop saying that enough.
The first image was taken in a different park, a different year, but i love how it goes well with the sheep's eye.
Life's good.