Head Down

she tried to lift them up
it seems tho..he didn't care to fall

as if her helping
was more a burden than a relief

it's over
she wished they'd begun again

empty inside...
avoiding the cliched vocal flaws
her holding on...as he lets go....
as did she when he held me

the secrets he protects
in fear of losing her...but where are they now
if not lost......

or screaming to run far away from him
wishing she could forget the disappointment
the hopes she had ..because he said he loved her
and would always....

another man lie
no surprises please

her happiness lies not in his arms, or the smell of his breath
but rather the realm of nothing...
as he lives on in her little bubble
she longs to embrace death.

nothing compares to him.
the last man to have her heart against her will.

he make true love seem false.
and she enjoys every second of it

Orange Grove @ Tolhuistuin Amsterdam 2009

such a fun experience last night at the Tolhuistuin in Amsterdam. Felt like being home with good vibes and good music. The atmosphere was extremely chill, cozy and intimate....sofa chairs, quaint cute tables and various coloured candles all over on tables...ashtrays in the form of little silver buckets filled with beach sand...it was a great evening.

and a good day. :) installed our new dressoir, the cats love it as well...pics to come...

Amsterdam 2009

Krezip - All My Life

been a long day....started saturday evening...lasted til tonight....



i thought i'd have to create another chapter of my life....instead..i've started a new chapter of my relationship ....



all i can conclude at this moment.......is......

intervention...... patience.....love....... sometimes i get so tired of playing the game of life..but winning by accomplishment and the acquiring of new knowledge....makes one continue the game... now pass go...collect 200 dollars...and continue....

Just Dance

Just Dance
Originally uploaded by SarinaGito

reception pics of my first wedding ever.

all friends...all awesome people....


love is grand...makes life grander.

Say Hello

IMG_2323bnwed, originally uploaded by Sarina Gito.

Went to the Blijdorp zoo in Rotterdam. Discovered a new found love of stingrays. Amazing and although they appear scary, their face is the most inviting impression of ' kind' .

I wonder if most people think about the creatures which exist with us on planet earth. How important they are.

Valuable.

Facade

this stab in my chest
gives me no rest
there is confusion in my head
my thoughts are far from dead

seeking peace
for just a while

questions asked, some not allowed...
love your man, do as he pleases..be proud.

the fucking feeling aches my chest
weaker than a man i am not just because i have breasts
in the end...of the day, of the line..the road..whatever one calls their path
know that all will not be okay. this is just a lie to avoid the wrath.

monogamous we are not, society makes it so
a man will love u, use u and then...let u go.

typical this is ...their little trick
what sense is it to use ur brain, when u have a dick?




14:32
July 15th 2009

Deep Blue

IMG_2266bnw-2ed, originally uploaded by Sarina Gito.

IMG_2266bnw-2ed

me loves fishies...

for the complete series....

www.flickr.com/sarinagito

Amsterdam

Took some pictures today with Maurice, love of my life, can't stop saying that enough.
The first image was taken in a different park, a different year, but i love how it goes well with the sheep's eye.
Life's good.

i'm closing the curtains of the 3 sullen windows in this red sad livingroom
the sad dread sleepy broom
dragging across dustless shiny floorboard doom
alone and alone and alone again they cry
she's tired and too wired to accept the optimistic gloom or to again ask why

her cup runneth over
wetting everythign during slumber
she sits and stares and stares and sits
all day in sunshine whcih goes away in whiles

fold it up and pull it again
wrap it up and stick it again

where is this end...
they scream about?

que sera

and i sing the words of plenty
i try to show the means of twenty

i let it go to pay around
i drown myself within the sound

the rushing plains of i dont know
the longing pains of let it go

what will be will be
que sera is fucking me